Dubai Works

Ghum tu khushi ke saath ho na ho Dil may teri, teri ik aas ho na ho  Chehray par teray muskurahat ho na ho Dil mai koyi shikwa, koyi gila ho na ho  Teri yaadain hamain satati ho na ho Teri baatain hamain yaad ati ho na ho Lafz hamarey nikaltey ho na ho  Pyasi ankhain kuch kehti ho na ho  Hamay nahi pata teray janey se mayoosi ho na ho  Beshak meri nazroon may tu ho na ho  Choor keh janey waley, kabhi alvida kaho na kaho Fark nahi parta mujhe ab tum ho na ho

I never thought I would experience, what it feels like to get sick because you miss someone so much. I did not know what would it feel like, to see the person you love heart broken and sad. Someone that I love dearly is very sad. I can't seem to shake this fact from my mind. Not only that, I can't seem to help them. What am I supposed to do or say? There are so many questions in my mind. How do I approach them? What do I say to them? How do I help them feel better? Is it my place to make them feel better? This is what goes through my mind all the time. Where do I stand? What is my position in their life? Do I have the privileges? I know they are sad and this is what is making me sad too. The whole day I was sick and in bed. Most of the time sleeping. The whole day I was thinking about them. Even thinking about them right now. Sometimes you are happy and all of a sudden something happens, which forces you to forget everything else and just break down. No one human being on t...

ayo aye sanam aisi mohabbat karain mar bhi jayain hum to zinda rahain phool kehtay hain tumhay has kar jiyo khushboyoon ko lotatay raho tum bulbulo ki tarah aye sanam pyaar ke geet gatay raho! aye yaar zindagi hai wahi zindagi jo mohabbat mai hi dobi rahi hona payaingay juda hum aye sanam ayo hum aaj aisay milain! rashk karta rahay aasmaan naaz tum per karay do jahan daastane hamari aye sanam mehfilon mai hamesha gonjti rahain! ayo aye sanam aisi mohabbat karain mar bhi jayain hum to zinda rahain

I have no idea why but today I started crying because I was missing mum too much. I am in Lahore, first time I travelled anywhere alone and I just started crying. I wasn't feeling well today. Yesterday it was raining at night and I went out without shawl or anything. I should have been more careful, but anyway I wasn't and I caught a slight cold. When I was sleeping last night, I got a runny nose and a headache. Woke up with a runny rose as well.  The whole day I was feeling sick, kept on cleaning my nose, was wearing shawl. Basically I was feeling down and sick, plus I was worried and thinking about someone else too. Everything just came down to me ending up in tears. I ate Cold and Flu Panadol and was watching television. It has sedation in it, so I basically started feeling really drowsy while watching television. My uncle came to give me my dinner, he had the food plate in his hand and he was trying to wake me up, by calling out to me, but I wouldn't wake up, so he pok...

Sometimes I think to myself, where do I stand when it comes to friendships? I have always been very shy in making friendships with people, I only let selective few people come really close to me. That doesn't mean I am rude and I am not friendly. It just means, I won't share really personal details with everyone, neither would I be that open or THAT FRIENDLY and frank with them. I am only frank with a few people. I have always talked to a lot of people, have been popular in school *in the good way of course* and in University too. A lot of people know me, but the problem is, they just know my name and that I exist. They don't really know who Aisha is. They don't know what Aisha likes or doesn't like, they don't talk to Aisha a lot, they don't interact with Aisha on a daily basis. Those people that Aisha likes and is really close to, she likes to talk to them on a daily basis, but then again there is a problem. Those people that Aisha likes to talk to, are ...

I am absolutely in love with this song!! This is my current favourite song! Aishwariya looks much better in this song, than Katrina could ever look in Sheila Ki Jawani!

It has been ages that I wrote a blog entry, so I thought I would write one tonight, since I can't seem to be able to sleep. I think, in my opinion two things which I am really good at is, being silent and observing. Silence and observation both require a lot of patience. Do you know what I mean by me being good at being silent? Well of course you don't, so read on. I will start with writing about observing. I am a silent observer. I make muffled noises, sometimes I don't even let someone feel my presence, but I am there. Getting too dramatic? Fine, what I mean to say is, in some cases, people would not even know how much I know about them. I have this distinct quality that I sense patterns in peoples' behaviours and I can judge what the person will say or going to do.  Most of the times, my judgement about the person turns out to be correct. Not only judgement, but something that I thought the person would do or say, they actually do that. Scientists, Psychologists an...